13. Bellevue - The Living Hell
Naturally enough, when I came down off the initial dosage of drugs which were administered to me, I was put on other far less mind altering medication and I stabilised very quickly, because I was now completely aware of what was happening.However, a further week passed by, then two weeks, then a month and I found myself slipping deeper and deeper into a more despondent and desperate frame of mind, and I now know why certain instruments are kept away from such individuals, as I was now becoming, for the first time in 39 years, a danger to myself, a slightly ironic development, don’t you fucking think ?, considering the reasons which enable hospitals to detain people in such places in the first place, a danger to oneself or others, and the very fucking reasons that such places exist, which is to prevent such situations arising, anyway.
